Sometimes I wonder what if I’d never heard of existentialism or any of that shit

you know?

What we all need is hope.

But now I’m asking why again.

I wish I could believe in God. It would be so much better.

Oh the responsibilities of total freedom.

This isn’t nice.

craftless verse

that is all I can afford right now

it sounded much much better in my head.

But good stuff takes time

and sorry tumblr, not for you not for you will I work throughout the night

Why, to succeed one must since young

Walk that tightrope

Right till the end

Never, never falter.

One must know since the beginning

That that is the path to take.

Realize later and you’ll have to walk on the ground.

I think it’ll be too tiring to walk

The tightrope all the way.

I’d rather be safe safe safe.

Why, only those up there in midair are safe,

Only they have somewhere to go.

Oh oh oh I wish someone would choose a way for me,

carve a road so I do not have to choose

so I could enjoy the view

fate would be best

because the freedom to live as you like is tiring.

Ah ah ah this verse is dull dull dull

how to communicate the lack of direction?

I need time but I am too young to have time.

And indeed I have missed the chance to walk that tightrope

That tightrope with no distractions.

It leads to success and satisfaction.

But I wonder, if those up there

with the best view of all

have the energy or interest in the view itself?

Why to fall would hurt hurt hurt

A price?

What is the point of being authentic

What is the point of being

When what is authentic is a pretense

And our pretense is a manifestation of our selves

What is the point of living authentically

How can I say I understand

The existentialist spoke in French, remember

And what is the price of living authentically?

When we don’t even know ourselves

Nothing in this world is fake

Nothing but reality exists

Imagination is reality too

Or else it would be possible

Oh weigh for yourself the profit and the loss

I speak in verse I speak in verse

Remember that to make an effort to live authentically is not authentic at all.

Or is it?